On walls, halls, and ceilings, history will meet the eye. I am settling for your screen.
It is about the moment when we go too far and overestimate ourselves because we are convinced how better we are than others. The picture shows what is really under the facade of confidence and apparent strength. Insecurities, therefore, distance the abyss and the fear of falling, which forces us to stay behind the border […]
I chose the rose as a symbol of love and the chessboard as a symbol of the game. Love that is limitless and unconditioned in its fullness and the game that includes boundaries, strategies, rules, and deceivers; two very opposite and yet mostly connected things. It is precisely this difficulty of life to accept the […]
A year and a half ago, I lost my brother, overnight and was overwhelmed with shock, pain, grief, and confusion. On the night he was admitted to hospital we waited, my mind was awake all night and I wrote. I wrote to him, to come home.
दोस्त बहुत अच्छे होते है;कुछ सच्चे,तो कुछ कच्चे होते हैं;एक थाली में खाना;भूख ना होने का करना बहाना;मेरे पैसे बचाना,उस पर बात टाल जाना।यही दोस्त पक्के होते हैं;कुछ सच्चे,तो कुछ कच्चे होते हैं। सिर पर हाथ रखे तो ठंडक पड़ जाए;गले जो मिले तसल्ली मिल जाए;गुस्से में भी जिनके प्यार नजर आए;कुछ मेरे दोस्त ऐसे […]
बांटा है समय ने,कुछ ऐसी गहराई से;दो छोर के बीच का सफर मेरामानो घिर गया है धुंद और परछाई से। है अलग अलग सा अहसास बहुत;कभी पीड़ा,कभी अल्हाद बहुत;है शिखर पर भावनाओं की, खड़ी हो सोच रही;क्षितिज सा और अनंत सा रहा हर मेरा अनुभव;अंतराल के खालीपन ने अनंत से मिला दिया। हाथो में थी […]
Abhiruchi is a Hindi/Sanskrit word which means an unconditional interest in someone. The song is about falling in love with someone you have never met.
जिंदगी की आज कुछ तहकीकात की;कुछ पुराने पन्नों की जांच पड़ताल की। आदतन है ले बैठा था कलम;स्याही ने गिर कर हकीकत पन्नों पर डाल दी। क्यों उठे धुएं से परछाई बना रहे थे?जिंदगी की हवा ने तो बनावट उधार दी। हम गले मिले?या गालों से गाल टकराएं;खोखली सी हवा में वो गर्मी कहां से […]
Beauty is ageless as long as its what you feel rather than how you look.
Daydream is the third song from his debut Ep – Birth. The song approaches storytelling through a strong sense of groove. Pankaj learned percussive fingerstyle guitar while composing for this Ep and feels that in this song the melodic ideas and percussive beats merge harmoniously.
The smile, the colour, the undertone –Double doses, doubled overSyncopated but not sustainedRhythmic and retching – Darkness does this to me. Sunlight stretching. Distant dappled.Where is mine – Midnight, moonshine.Tongues and insides. Downers and downsides.Words like sweat: rolling, tumbling, invading Numbers and fractions. Count, tap –Division is the only answerA shadow, a split, a taste.Flesh […]
I wrote this song at a time my flatmate was dating a number of guys and hadn’t had much luck finding the right guy until she met one off Tinder and fell in love. At the same time, another friend was going through her first ‘puppy love’ relationship and this song was inspired by both […]
A box room,Cardboard house,Row upon row stamped, pressed, grey copied.Here, poverty smellsAnd crime bubbles silently.Meditation; a cradle – stilling the heartbeat slow.They can sense a body breathingIn this home.Where the oozing of slime, see-through and burningHangs from floor to fridge door.Disinfectant thick pulls at myGluey white rice. Remnants a graffiti Or stereotypeWhilst the tea towelWipes […]
I feel in love with colors once,They’re bright, attractive allure,Drew me in time and time again,Fingers dancing on the edge of my heart,Caressing and sighing, teasing laughter echoed in my head,Colors drew me close, whispered beautiful things,I saw stars in so many different perspectives,Saw the sunset every day and each time gasped with the portrait […]
Nine months, twelve years –Embryonic, ultrasonicIt’s all shapes and sound. Developmental, ornamental –Entrails entailOut of hands and underground. One Two Three Four Tiny steps, tiny spaces –Faceless and traceless.Bodily fluids, the only residue. Delivered in darkness, delivered in bunchesRed and black and blueUncurling, unfolding, unscented. A tapestry, microscopy –Fingering fabric, fibres.It’s all […]
This bubbly beat is a light warm summer track. I wrote this when I was with someone who despite feeling a little low made me smile.